{"id":136,"date":"2021-04-22T17:59:07","date_gmt":"2021-04-22T17:59:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/?p=136"},"modified":"2021-04-22T18:02:26","modified_gmt":"2021-04-22T18:02:26","slug":"unobserved","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/?p=136","title":{"rendered":"Unobserved"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Bending over backwards is behind us \u2013<br>we&#8217;d like to think \u2013<br>but avoiding what&#8217;s good for me? <br>That comes all too easily<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The comfort, the familiarity; <br>the softness of an unironed shirt<br>being caught in gentle folds<br>since I cannot stand up for myself, either.<br><br>At home alone with no one <br>to draw the words out of me \u2013 <br>No audience for my competence, <br>No eyes on my activity \u2013 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I collapse, <br>A dough left out for too long in the kitchen<br>strength and structure<br>lost<br>chemically<br><br>If a tree falls in a forest <br>with no one around to hear it,<br>does it still make a sound?<br>If I do star jumps in my third floor flat<br>And no one looks up<br>from the bus stop across the street,<br>Have I actually managed <br>cardiovascular exercise? <br>Beats me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bending over backwards is behind us \u2013<br \/>\nwe&#8217;d like to think \u2013<br \/>\n&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=136"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":141,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions\/141"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}