{"id":306,"date":"2024-03-05T08:53:00","date_gmt":"2024-03-05T08:53:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/?p=306"},"modified":"2024-08-21T09:22:11","modified_gmt":"2024-08-21T09:22:11","slug":"306","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/?p=306","title":{"rendered":"Surviving"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"\">never was any good<br>at reckless abandon<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">since it happened<br>feeling more like<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left\">restless<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">abandoned<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">breathing in and out<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">screeching, crashing<br>scraping<br>and climbing out of the vehicle<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">I survived <br>I have been surviving<br>I am alive<br>I was not the one driving<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">I still hurt <br>I have still been hurting<br>the fear of fast road,<br>the feeling of hurtling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">the view out of the windscreen<br>glass replaced by the trees<br>after the flash of orange<br>a dark green welcome of leaves<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">this is your new life: now try to enjoy it. <br>Just one thing, said the leaves,<br>won&#8217;t you please<br>watch your speed<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>never was any good<br \/>\nat reckless abandon<br \/>\n&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[25,43],"class_list":["post-306","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","tag-bodies","tag-life-goes-on"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/306","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=306"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/306\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":324,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/306\/revisions\/324"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=306"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=306"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diary.katemcaleer.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=306"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}