was always so scared of breaking the rules
didn’t want to go to hell
or be sent out of the room
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little rebel
was always so scared of breaking the rules
didn’t want to go to hell
or be sent out of the room
…
was always so scared of breaking the rules
didn’t want to go to hell
or be sent out of the room
…
was always so scared of breaking the rules
didn’t want to go to hell
or be sent out of the room
…
I’ve been unfeeling, or feeling too much, feeling what I don’t want to feel; feeling something slipping
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I’ve been unfeeling, or feeling too much, feeling what I don’t want to feel; feeling something slipping
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Relax and unwind, create
write in pencil, soften up
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Relax and unwind, create
write in pencil, soften up
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never went the freedom scared I don’t know what you want I want too much the spine tingling…
never went the freedom scared I don’t know what you want I want too much the spine tingling…
Today feels like the start of a new direction. It is perhaps the first time in my life that there is not a clear path ahead. I’m sure that’s not true, and I have had moments where I have felt the same before. Leaving school and embarking on university; Choosing to turn down a job … Continue reading “aging, perspiring, thinking”
This is my world for the time being. Four windows of different sizes. They belong to four different rooms: bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, living. They look onto the same view: a mews-courtyard type arrangement of little houses, backing onto the tall flats of the main road behind. Three of the windows let in sunlight first thing … Continue reading “Four Windows”
I have been using bread as my counsellor for 6 months now. My human counsellor told me to. I started making bread last year, because I wanted the crunchy crusts and open bubbles of the premium loaves in the supermarket, without the premium price tag. I started making bread because, as usual, I wanted to … Continue reading “The bread doesn’t have to be perfect”