Sick

sick, you make me feel sick

sick, you make me feel sick

sick with worry
sick with guilt
sick in the head
sick in the stomach

sick in the spirit
sick here on earth
sick up in heaven
sick wanting to fix it

sick in the mouth
sick on my tongue
sick to the teeth
sick of words not working

sick of my doubts
sick of this grief
sick of your pain
sick of you hurting

sick at the thought
sick that you want it
sick that you don’t
sick with emotion

but mainly
sick of sick lightbeams
sickly pinning you, me, (us)
to the bottom of this deep, dark ocean.

sick of it sick of it